Almost is Never Enough - Ariana Grande

Do you know the word that i hate the most? It's almost.
He almost said it,
She almost fell in love,
They almost stayed together,
But she realized too late,
And he gave up too fast.

And this is one of my favourite songs.

I'd like to say we gave it a try
I'd like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren't right, but that's a lie, that's a lie

And we can deny it as much as we want
But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later
We'll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough
So close to being in love
If I would have known that you wanted me
The way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart
But right here in each others arms

Here we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough

If I could change the world overnight
There'd be no such thing as goodbye
You'll be standing right where you were
And we'd get the chance we deserve

Try to deny it as much as you want
But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later
We'll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough (is never enough, babe)
We were so close to being in love (so close)
If I would have known that you wanted me the way I wanted you, babe
Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart
But right here in each others arms

Here we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough

Friend zoneeee

And my pain sudenlly vanish when i meet you guys!

TRAGEDI MENES DI KAMAR MANDI

Oke, judulnya lebay. Tragedi ini sama sekali bukan tentang menes diculik hantu dari kamar mandi. Karena percaya deh, ngga ada hantu yang mau nyulik menes yang galak pake banget. Bukan juga kejadian menes kelelep di bak mandi, soalnya dia paling jago tahan nafas di air. Nih ya, waktu ujian praktek renang, dia renang dari pojok ke pojok kolam tanpa tarik nafas sama sekali. Padahal jarak kedua pojok kolam itu ada sekitar mmm... berapa yaa, pokoknya jauh lah. Atau mungkin karena aku yang gakbisa renang.
Btt. Jadi gini awalnyaa, waktu itu ada sekitar jam 1 an. Aku, Lala, sama Menes baru balik dari makan siang ke musholla grissa. Kebetulan mushollanya abis dipake jumatan, jadi para cewek yang belum sholat pada rame menuhin masjid. Menes yang begitu nyampe tempat wudhupun langsung ngibrit ke wc yang antriannya lumayan banyak. Jadilah lala sama aku wudhu duluan. Tepat ketika Lala lagi ribet nyariin rukuh, anak kelas 7 dateng sambil noel-noel pundak dia. "Mbaa..mbaa.." panggil adik kelas, Lala yang berasa tinggipun dengan angkuhnya ngeliat rada kebawah. Fyi, lala tinggi untuk ukuranku. "Ya? Kenapa dek?"
"Dipanggil sama temennya." Lala yang kurang begitu ngeh sama ekspresi adeknya, cuma njawab dengan enteng, "Oh.. duh males ik." Bertambah paniklah wajah adeknya. Sebenernya bingung juga sih, itu adeknya panik, nahan ketawa, apa emang polos gitu. "Mbaknya kekunci." Lala yang kaget langsung nyusul Menes. Sayang, aku cuma bisa ketawa. Dengan susah payah, aku ikut nyusul sambil nahan ketawa liat ekspresi Lala yang teriak "FIRAAAA!! MENES KEKUNCIIII!!!" Begitu sampe di kamar mandi. Meledaklah tawa kita berdua.
Dika yang waktu itu lewat sampe dimintain tolong sama Lala, sekitar 10 menit berkutat  dengan gagang pintu, Dikapun menyerah setelah satu drawing pen dan penanya patah. Selama 10 menit itu juga, aku cuma bisa pegang tangan Menes lewat ventilasi yang udah dijebol Lala. Takutnya dia pingsan kelamaan nyium bau wc.
Ngga ada 5 menit, Dito kebetulan lewat. Lala minta tolong lagi doong. Dito langsung bilang "Tak dobrak yo pintune!" Dan Menes dengan begitu polosnya njawab "Ojo! Ngko pintune rusak!" Mungkin Menes lebih sayang sama pintu daripada udara segar. Dito hampir berakhir persis kayak Dika. Menyerah. Tapi Lala sama aku menyemangati lagi. Dan YAYYY!! dobrakan terakhir tadi berhasil membuka pintu wc yang amat menyebalkan. Dito langsung lari, tapi Menes belum juga keluar. Aku sama Lala sempet khawatir dia ikut kedobrak, tapi alhamdulillah enggak. Menes langsung meluk aku sama Lala sambil bilang "Maaf ya ngrepotin kalian berdua.." "Iya nes, kamu emang merepotkan." Jawab kita berdua dengan tega sambil ketawa.
Maaf ya Menes xD {}

Btw, di foto ini Menes alias Mama Anes alias Anes Evaliasih ada di sebelah kiri baris kedua.

Grateful

Tonight, i should be happy. I can registered my form at incen web, but i worried when i saw my registered number. It showed 3276. Actually my r.n. was 179. But then, the recommendation letter was given too late.
So, I made a personal messenger on bbm. My friends try to support me. They ask me to be optimism. But ya know, easy to say hard to do. And now i realize, pepi's quote is true, "We need others' support because sometimes we believe people than ourselves."
So, God, please forgive my arrogant attitude, complain everything You gives, do not grateful at Your gifts, believe in others more than You, and everytime i forget You.
God, please make my way easier, give me strength, and show me the best decisions so i'll have bright future and make my family specially parents feel so proud of me.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Be grateful.

Good Friends

People say "Good friends are people who share the umbrella with you, but best friends are people who take the umbrella, push you, and say Run! Run! Run"
Also, "Good friends wipe your tears, but best friends laugh at you cause they know you are not that weak."
Aaahh but for me, "best friends are people who can make you have no power to save secret." Hahaha it's weird actually.

Bintang

Jika aku sebuah bintang
Yang berpendar dalam kegelapan
Menghias kelam langit malam
Berada diantara ribuan benda langit
Dalam galaksi bima sakti
Akan adakah penduduk bumi
Yang dapat melihatku
Kemudian menempatkanku
Sebagai bintang
Dengan cahaya paling terang?